Ok, so i post entires every... never, but yeah had some stuff on my mind
ugh things are changing way too fast

i dont know what i want to do anymore, i want to do psychology but there aren't any jobs for it, and i might as well give tech another shot if i was to do computer science... i have no clue what i'm going to do much less what im going to do this semester that i have entirely off, much less what i'm going to do when this semester is over

daniel and i broke up, and i don't really want to move out of this house because it's cheap and i do love who i live with, but maybe it's time for that change. then, i have the problem that if i do leave, then a couple of my roommates would have to leave because i left, then the leftover 2 would leave too... so if I leave, i screw everyone else over

right now i'm working at t-mobile, i get around 25hrs/week which with the pay increase is a couple hundred more a month than best buy, but bellsouth wants me to start training in september... it will be 40hrs/week, but there is no option to lower that if i go back to school, but it would be almost double the money

i dont really know who my friends are anymore, it looks like some fucking drama is going to rip some of my best friends away from me. everyone always seems busy now, things just moved to fast when i moved back to bham, guess right back when i got back from tech (less than a week after) i got caught up in that relationship with daniel, so now most of my friends have probably moved on so much from when i knew them almost a year ago, i'm not the same person i was back then, and they aren't either, and for some reason i really wonder if we would all still fit, whenever i do see the people i miss, everything seems to click again, but i still don't know, a lot of my friends dont even live here anymore and i miss them, a part of me misses atlanta, but most of me doesn't really, and i don't know why...

i think things only seem to be moving too fast when you aren't sure what's going to happen, or if what's going to happen isn't really what you want, or maybe you don't even know what you want anymore... or maybe things are just moving to slow, and you don't know what to do to get everything back on track

p.s. http://www.myspace.com/jennyowenyoungs
listen to the song "fuck was i"
it played on the season 2 premiere of weeds)

Current Mood: lost

I'm bored... I am photoshopping pictures of people to make them look better lol.

Bonnie:
First, I took a picture of Bonnie where she is wearing a green shirt. I turned it red. It looks much better. Then, I changed her eye colors to more greenish blue. Then added some color back into her face. To Bonnie: YOU NEED A TAN! But, yea you look hot in this pic, make sure I send it to you. For comparison, I made another one with same things as above but put red highlights in your hair. You really need to do that, looks great on you.
Bonnie Pictures:( Read more... )

If anyone wants me to mess with some pictures, just send them to me. I get bored, please send...

Current Mood: creative

From: Noc 28 2004 - 18:47
Non-real journal entry for the day:
Everyone keeps asking what the icon is. I have been asked if it's a dildo, a chross, a sword, a bird, and etc... Just to let everyone know, it's a bottle of scope with a LED light shined through it taken with my digicam then photoshopped. lol Who woulda known!


Ask me for the original pic (include your e-mail)!

I promise I will write a real journal entry sooner or later, 'Til Then:

WesGarner:

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Current Mood: happy

Wow, I have every single person who has ever been to Joe Muggs wondering who I had sex with... That's just sad lol Just to let everyone know: It's none of your business! Geez... Everyone likes to know everyone's private lives. If you want to know, you are going to have to do a lot more begging than you know how. I guess I'll write a real journal later - just wanted to have a good laugh with this one.

Current Mood: laughing

I got up at 9am to go to work! Actually, I woke up at 9:45am and ended up late. They should know I'm not an opener lol. I haven't opened in 3mths but oh well. Work was ok, nothing interesting, but nothing really boring. Only interesting thing of the day was Joe Muggs.
Before that, I went to Coldstone(my addiction). Took it to Joe Muggs, and I swear everyone wanted bite. Contrair took the most of course. She was in a much better mood tonight. I was about to leave just when Ken came up. He and I started to play Chess, but was interrupted by Ceci and Megan(who was with Ceci, as friends it seems, nothing more).

So, we went outside where I froze the entire time. It was interesting when we all started kissing for no apparent reason talking non-sense. I also hung out a lot with Contrair and Natalie (Joe Muggs GM). Natatlie is really cool for a person much less a GM. Ceci and I kissed! Random? yes... Ken and Ceci did more naughtiness than a kiss! Random? not as much... Ken and I = Naughty... Random? NAH! Chance showed up when we were all about to leave. He seemed depressed and did NOT look his usual self (talking about clothing). Everyone should try the (heated) Chocolate-covered Rice Krispy Treats at Joe Muggs. We ate two like drinking alcohol in a dry area (quickly, loudly, madly). Talking Ken, Ken (yes, 2 Ken's), Andrew, and Chance online. I wanted to talk to Bonnie, but she isn't getting online anymore. She better get home soon, so I can call her anytime I want! That's all for tonight folks...

Geekiness: I hacked my LJ layout. I downloaded the source and made a bunch of edits. It is all pretty now. I did some adjustments to font type, font size, and coloring system. If you wanna know how I did it, just comment.

Current Mood: happy (for once)

Well, I'm done with my new journal. I am about to post a notice in my old journal that it's changed. I spent a few minutes in photoshopped and created some user pics for me. I'll explain those later. I have to go to work at 9am, so I will be going to bed soon. Today was an emotional night. I started off happy went depressed went happy went depressed .... back to happy then just to plain mellow. I hope everyone gets this new username. Am I the only one who thinks the name is cool? Nothing really happened today. I went to work late lol - no one noticed. Nothing happened at Joe Muggs - was a bit of a slow night. I had an entire entry I was going to write - just not up to it anymore. Night everyone


Explanation of UserPics:
Happy - White BG, Green Graphic
Unhappy - Black BG, Green Graphic
Null - Grey BG
Partialy Happy - White BG, Inverted Graphic
Partially Unhappy - Black BG, Inverted Graphic

Current Mood: mellow

I changed my account because I liked this one's name better. I've had it for over a year now. I haven't touched it in over 7 months(if you knew what was in it, you'd be glad I hadn't updated). I usually cried everytime I looked at what I wrote. Finally decided that it was time to let go. I deleted all the old entries while crying and talking to Ken. Then out of pain, deleted the entire account. Then about one hour ago, I decided to recreate the account as my main account. I think I like my new layout better, though. The other was just too bright! Bonnie is going to kill me when she sees this. She didn't know I had this account - no one did. Yea she's gonna murder me...
I'll write a real journal in a few...